97 posts tagged “thoughts”
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Today I went out to watch The Dark Knight again...for the fourth or fifth time? I cant remember anymore. I watched it with my cousin and her fiancee and my sis. Boy I feel so....cool :P knowing two models. No serious, my cousin is a model and she is really beautiful and so sweet. Her fiance is really handsome and down to earth. They are so sweet and beautiful together. (anyone who tries to break them up, I will shoot you *death glare*)
:D today was funny. I was waiting for them at the MRT station and I walked past Benie (my cousin's fiance). He called out to me and when I greeted him, he was about to kiss my cheek. I was like a bit resistant. I knew it was a form of greeting but I wasn't sure how? Cheek to cheek or I kiss him on the cheek? Anyway, it's not in my custom lol
He asked me if this is part of my culture. I was like nope hahaha and he apologized. Aww such a sweetheart. He told my cousin what happened and she laughed. She had a similar case. She wanted to greet her house mate good morning by doing the same thing Benie did to me but at that time, the house mate's girlfriend was around. So there was a sudden misunderstanding but it was immediately resolved.
Aww man I wish I did give him a kiss on cheek hehe nah I'm just kidding. The kisses I give are mostly to my baby Michael ;) oh and of course to my mummy dearest :D
2. I don't have the time and I don't think she has the time as well.
3. I won't know what to do during a shoot...I suck at directing =P
4. I would feel like an idiot hahaha
5. I'm lazy. (Which is mainly it - second is the first reason)
After the movie, we went to eat at Herens NYDC and had a good time. We met up with Benie's brother who is also a model and the girlfriend as well. We chatted for awhile and I really have to say, I felt quite comfortable among them despite they are in their twenties and I am....turning 18 on 29 August. They are really nice people and so sweet.
This is why I love fan fics of Zutara (which did not make it in the series). Below here, what you are about to read, is not written by me. It is written by someone else on fan fic. For the Link, click here.
The door to Zuko's cabin opened with a small squeak. Zuko ignored it, and buried his face even further into his silk pillow. If it was the Captain, whatever it was could probably wait. He listened as the soft footsteps padded closer to his bedside.
"Zuko." Somewhere in the bleariness of being half-asleep, Zuko realized that it was Katara talking.
"Mmphf." He mumbled into the black fabric below him. Maybe he was still dreaming. Or maybe she'd go away, and let him sleep in. Zuko raised his internal temperature slightly, Katara had obviously let a breeze in.
"Zuko wake up." A hand that Zuko didn't see nudged his shoulder. Katara tapped her toes on the carpet beneath her. "I know you're awake Zuko." Damn. "I know that firebenders rise with the sun." There was a pause, and Katara elaborated loudly. "The sun has definately risen."
Zuko smiled into his pillows. She wasn't going to give up, was she?
"Get up. We're about to dock" She said, and Zuko opened his good eye. She was kneeling at his beside, putting them both at eye level.
"So?" Zuko asked, his voice muffled by the pillow.
"So get up! We're getting off this boat. You need to get out of your room once in awhile." She pushed at his arm. Zuko inhaled deeply, closed his eyes, and began to stretch out on his bed like a cat-hawk. Katara sat at the edge of his bed, and the was a squishing sound and she wrung water out of her hair.
"Who told you firebenders rise with the sun, anyways?"
"You did. Don't you remember?" Katara stood up. "You rise with the moon-" She walked into Zuko's view and stood in front of the porthole. "-And I rise with the sun."
Zuko frowned down at himself. "Oh. Right." He looked up -he looked up at her- and time stopped. The sun flooded in behind Katara, and it wrapped around her curvy silhouette. Her hair was down and loose and weighted by the water still in it; and she was wearing something white and tight and still slightly damp. She was dripping all over his floor, but Zuko couldn't bring himself to care. The room suddenly smelled like ocean and something pretty. Flowers, maybe, or ginger, or sugar? Whatever it was, it smelled heavenly...
Her skin glowed where the sun touched it, and her eyes glittered. Zuko was grateful she hadn't notice he was staring at her body, and her exposed waist and hips, and the way everything clung to her, and...
...And why exactly was she wearing that? How many other people had seen her like this? How many curious eyes on board had-
"What...What are you wearing?" Zuko felt himself blush.
Stupid...Stupid...Stupid question...
Katara crossed her arms over her chest self-consciously.
"Training gear. I was training."
Zuko found himself speaking against his own will. "You were training in your underwear?"
"It's no different from you training without your shirt."
Zuko's eyes darted to her backlit figure once more.
It was very differentfrom when he did it.
He rubbed the bridge of his nose, avoiding her gaze.
"Agni help me." He muttered. He wasn't sure if it was a request or a statement.
He grinned. It was probably both. It wasn't every day a situation like this came along.
"You waterbend in your white underwear?" It was probably not the best idea to point out that the underwear in question was entirely transparent. It was also probably best not to keep staring.
"I've always trained in my underclothes." She looked surprised.
Actually, she looked cold.
Probably best not to tell her that either, at the moment.
"They're easier to move in."
Zuko shifted uncomfortably. Did she really have to say that? Zuko closed his eyes briefly, but it didn't help. In fact, the images that danced in front of his eyes only made it worse.
"I thought you knew." She continued.
"How would I? You've never worn your-um, training clothes when you were sparring with me."
She stuck a hand on her hip. "Well its not like it would have mattered even if I had."
Zuko blinked slowly.
"I think it would've mattered." It's definately an unfair advantage...
"Huh?"
Change the subject, Zuko...
"I'm up." That's an understatement. Zuko bit his lip hard, trying not to laugh.
"Now what?"
"We're going shopping." She said, smiling. She was trying to cheer him up.
It worked.
Oh how it worked.
After all, just because they were best friends didn't mean he couldn't notice how beautiful she was, did it? Zuko knew everything else about her, knew what he admired and why they were friends, so knowing how she looked while training couldn't be much different...
"Shopping?"
"Shop-ping." Katara drew out the word, like she was talking to a small child. "For Supplies."
"And what if I don't want to go shopping for supplies? A Fire Lord doesn't have to do anything he doesn't want to."
Although it was very likely she could make him want to do anything she wanted.
Katara lifted her chin. "A Fire Lord isn't stupid enough to disagree with a master waterbender on board a ship."
His eyes narrowed and Zuko fell back into his pillows. "You wouldn't dare. It would be an international incident."
Sages.
He was egging her on, on purpose.
Katara met his stare- "Try me." -and Zuko knew that very moment he would have lost any argument he might have had with her.
Zuko sighed, and a small flickering flame escaped between his lips.
"Just supplies? No random statues or Tsungi horns? Because I am not doing music night anymore, no matter what Captain Jee suggests."
Katara snickered. "You play an instrument?"
Expertly.
Being a good musician was supposed to have other merits after all.
"No." He said a little too quickly. He couldn't figure why, but playing any instrument for Katara would have made him even more nervous that anything else. "I don't. I can't play at all, and I have absolutely no musical talent, none whatsoever."
"I didn't know you played an instrument."
Damn.
"My real love is acting." Zuko deadpanned.
"I didn't even know you had a musical night." Katara mused, twirling a lock of hair around her fingers.
"Don't get any ideas. I refuse to play."
"Spoilsport." Katara stuck out her tongue.
"But seriously, just supplies? This isn't a grand scheme to get me to buy out an entire marketplace?" Zuko looked at her suspiciously.
"It's a grand scheme to get you out of your room for a few hours. You can't ignore the world forever."
"Fine. For a few hours we can all take a break and-What are you doing Katara?"
"Hold still!" She commanded, and Zuko froze in place, unable to breathe. She was leaning over him, trying to tamp down his unruly hair.
A lone droplet of water slid down from her hair, onto her neck, and down her chest, disappearing into her bindings. He watched, mesmerized.
Zuko could only pray Katara wouldn't notice that the room had become stiflingly hot. She shifted again, and it was just too, too much. Her sea-scent, the way her skin was glowing, and the vivid blue necklace that was tamped to her throat from water. Even the heat she was throwing off, and the tempting urge to lean forward and inhale her neck, it was all overwhelming.
The fact that her chest was directly in his face...
He swatted her hands away. "I'll take care of it in a minute. Let me get ready, and then we can go, okay?"
Whatever it took to get her out of there.
Katara nodded then stood up, and headed for the door.
"Katara, wait." She paused, and Zuko found himself standing up and walking for his chest of drawers. He pulled out a red and gold shirt, one he would wear at night if he felt like it, like he had been doing now, and tossed it to her. She snatched it in midair.
"It's cold outside." He said, trying hard not to grin at the reason why he knew that.
She pulled it on over her wraps, and tugged it tight around herself before tying it with the gold sash. It was big on her, falling just to her knees; and the cut was a little low, revealing a sliver of white bindings, but she was pretty in red.
She stood for just a glimmer of a second, and Zuko realized that she looked good in his shirt, and it was so much better than seeing her in her training outfit. She looked like she belonged in his shirt, or at least much more than he ever would.
"Thanks." She smiled, and opened the heavy metal door, slipping out as quietly as she came in.
Zuko groaned and slid to the floor, her teasing voice echoing in his head once more.
"Firebenders rise with the sun..."
She had to say that when she woke him up, didn't she?
End.
Did you enjoy it? Huh?! huh!? *Spazzes out* Oooo Zuko is so sexy and Katara is hott!! ^ ^ WHY MAIKO AND NOT ZUTARA?! WHY?!
*Heart attack* O.o......beeep.......
And you know something...this song reminds me of Zuko hehehehe from Katara's thoughts. :D
Yep yesterday I went to Queenstown shopping centre with Michael to shop for a proper bag that he needs because his old was just tiring his shoulders and I'm scared it would injure his back in the future. At first we went to Ikea to have lunch and I had my swedish meatballs! :] yum! I love the Ikea swedish meatballs, simply delicious!
After that we finally head down to Queenstown and walked around for a good half an hour till we came to a shop. Well down to the point, he finally got his Deuter bag which was good enough for his back, hiking and travelling, all in one flexible carrier.
We still have to solve the laptop problem. He needs to get a sleeve but still considering the laptop carrier that the shop sells specially made for the bag. Thing is...it has a flap that is difficult to open in the bag and it is kinda bulky. But it is good for protection. He is still thinking about it but the good thing is that we finally got his bag search done. Now the only thing we gotta do is buy some new clothes for him.
Thank goodness! :}
I wanted to update yesterday but my bad, was too tired. I'm just going to stop here for a bit cause I want to get to my mum's nail shop to get a full medi and pedi before going out. My ingrown toe nails are hurting me and I hate it so bad...does any of you get it?
I do and it seriously sucks. My fingers nails are just too long lol I need to cut them...difficult to type as well. So...I'm going to get ready, Chow!
I know you are going through so much pain right now and I can't imagine what it is. But I want you to know that whatever that happened last night, I have already forgiven you. I don't hold it in my heart because sisters don't hold hurt and hate against each other. Yes I was upset, I was hurt and I was sad. But this morning, I was not the least bit upset at you. Sad and Hurt yes still because I don't know what to do or how to help. To see a dear friend getting hurt and with no one to help her feel better, I feel so helpless cause I can't do anything.
You are like family to me. You've been there when I needed you and I want to be there when you need me. Life is never the simple choice or the right answer to anything but the people that are with you in this life, who want to walk with you and hold your hand, they are the reasons that help make a better choice or give a better answer in life.
I know you, you are the sweetheart that has a heart as big as the world or space itself and I am grateful to be living in it. And I want you to know that, you are part of my little treasure box where I keep all my precious stars that light up my Night every night. Whatever may happen my dear, my phone, my house, my hugs are always open to you.
Don't be afraid to call me. If you are worried if I am still upset at you, I'm not. I won't call you just yet because I feel I should give you a bit more time to sort it all out first. Whenever you are ready, call me or if you are online, talk to me when you feel like it is the right time. Or if you want me to call you, send me a message, either way I'm here for you.
I love you, don't think otherwise. And no matter how much we don't spend time with each other, I have never questioned if we would last because life is just too busy these days, it takes up too much of our time. However, remember this, Life will always make its strange turns to bring us back together no matter how far or near we are.
Love is always enough for me, I don't need anything else to hold your hand.
Love,
Me
I AM FINALLY ON BREAK! WOOO!!!
It's been a rather busy weekend for me sorta. Had to study for today's test. Still am. Taking a three minute break to update here. I know this blog has become a little inactive than before. I do miss updating but I guess Deviant has been also taking some time of it hehehe
It is a freakin huge jump and you know what? I love it. It is really worth it, you know?
However both of us did not bring enough cash so we had to leave it. Besides Michael was in more dire need of new jeans and shirt. Went to Giordano and got himself a shirt and jeans. 40% off and it was well worth it. :] so glad he was really happy about it.
After that we went to Starbucks and I think the corner we sat in just wasn't good for internet connection. Went to National Library instead since the place wasn't conducive enough to study. So glad we went there because I got a lot of studying done.
Right now I am left with two topics to finish. SO I better get my ass back now and start reading. Again sorry for the inactivity recently or for quite awhile. Really miss updating and catching up with my neighbors :{
So see you guys later or tomorrow!
I have just attempted doing a Violin series for my deviant. It is really fun and I really like this picture above. My first time actually creating that swirly thing around the hand :O is absolutely fun!
Today I watched House of Flying Daggers and all of us were laughing so hard. I mean....seriously, its pretty damn strange to be laughing in a drama show between two lovers but when you watch it, you will understand.
I've got this serious pain in my right eye so I am going to stop here. Hurts like crazy....feels like I have a headache around my eye.
Today had my two written test. Can't say for sure what's the outcome but let's not touch on the subject. Finally relieved and now I have the whole week to study for Film History.
I am tired and drained, I am considering not going to school tomorrow. There is no class and I thought of just staying home tomorrow. However as much as I think about it....I might have to go....maybe I'll go on Friday to do the rest of my project....still got time :P hmm?
But I may join my dear Michael for lunch tomorrow, keep him company :) since his class starts at 2. GOOD LUCK GIRLS for the Practical!! Wish you all the best!
Miss watching Ariel :) I kinda like Ursala :P she makes me laugh when she sings in this.
She walked steadily under the moon's light, threading the path with light footsteps. Her eyes glowed as she lift her head to the sky, she chanted, "children of my forest, let the night comfort your sleep and the moon watch upon you."
A soft melodic tune is hummed from her lips beneath her hood that hides her beauty. She tugs at her hood and with one last look around the forest, she walked away, slowly fading into the darkness. Her song of sleep continued to sing.
In the distance, a Grey wolf sits upon a small hill, watching the lady disappear. As she come to rest, he shall come to watch over her children.
When I saw this photo, well the original, I had to use it because I felt I could really do something with it. And well, look where I got hahaha :] fantasy hehehe I love fantasy. Hope you liked my short drabble for her ^ ^ Photomanipulation is damn fun to do and I love the relaxation it gives. Very fun and interesting to be able to shape a photo to what you hope for it to be.
Honestly, I was shocked that I could sort of change the entire tone and temperature of the photo. Like the original, which I can't seem to put there, no embedding :( (but you can click here to view it), but like the original was entirely different from this. It was much brighter and there was colour in it. You know the skin colour, the background. But now I know how people can turn a simple photo into something so cool, and Magical! ooo enchanting ^ ^
Hue, Saturation, Colour Management, Blending options, Choice of Colours, Use of Brushes, the Stocks
It is all there for you to collaborate it, awesome!