44 posts tagged “friends”

I know you are going through so much pain right now and I can't imagine what it is. But I want you to know that whatever that happened last night, I have already forgiven you. I don't hold it in my heart because sisters don't hold hurt and hate against each other. Yes I was upset, I was hurt and I was sad. But this morning, I was not the least bit upset at you. Sad and Hurt yes still because I don't know what to do or how to help. To see a dear friend getting hurt and with no one to help her feel better, I feel so helpless cause I can't do anything.

You are like family to me. You've been there when I needed you and I want to be there when you need me. Life is never the simple choice or the right answer to anything but the people that are with you in this life, who want to walk with you and hold your hand, they are the reasons that help make a better choice or give a better answer in life.

I know you, you are the sweetheart that has a heart as big as the world or space itself and I am grateful to be living in it. And I want you to know that, you are part of my little treasure box where I keep all my precious stars that light up my Night every night. Whatever may happen my dear, my phone, my house, my hugs are always open to you.

I love you, don't think otherwise. And no matter how much we don't spend time with each other, I have never questioned if we would last because life is just too busy these days, it takes up too much of our time. However, remember this, Life will always make its strange turns to bring us back together no matter how far or near we are.

Today was tiring. The soles of my feet hurt like crazy. I thought they were about to bleed when I was walking down the hill towards the entrance of school.

Arrived at school around 8.17am? Been setting up, adjusting the lights, everything and it wasn't easy on us. But I must say good job to all of us for the great effort. We girls have done it quite nicely :] and we are done! So now we can sit back and worry about one less thing about our project.

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Suzie girl, you rock and you don't suck haha you ruled today, major...I know X]...awww sweetness...

Li Qing, you were cool like ice....calm :] thanks for sharing the 'karma' hehe

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V, Vanessa, Nessi, you were just awesome...you made today just crackalackin funny. I think activating the hand dryer by accident was damn funny.

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I think we were really on time with out schedule but time seem to have sped up after two o'clock. We realized we were running out of time and we had a hard time trying to get the lights the way we want it. Overall, I think we had a rather hard yet entertaining day. There were a lot of funny moments but it was nonetheless tiring. I think most of us wanted to just drop.

At the end, I think we cleared up pretty fast, thanks to the help of Eugene. :] he was very helpful to us. Today he looked like a hitman especially when wearing the gloves that I brought for him hahaha.

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I look damn weird in here.....ah well, we all have our weird moments haha



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It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..

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Regina Spektor

I was bumming around today and well, hadn't much today. Okay I had a lot to do but chose not to do it :P lol

Woke up at 1225 surprisingly or was it 1235? I have no idea cause i can't remember. I miss my mum so much and wish she was home. Ellie is starting to realize that my mum hasn't been home for a long while. It's like there is something missing at home. I can't smell the usual lovely scent my mum has. I can't hear her laughter, her voice every time she returns home. When the gates always open, ellie always hopes it is my mum. I try to comfort the little furball.

I love you mummy.

Anyway, my hopes for Zutara has returned cause I remember Mai saying one thing to a guard when she helped save Zuko and the others. she said, "I am saving the jerk who dumped me."Aww Mai I love you for saying that cause Katara can finally be with Zuko :)

Plus to be honest honey, I don't see you with Zuko in the future. I can see katara and zuko, just not you mai. xD yay!!!

Aside from that. I had fun today with my digi camera. I found the other uses of it's different focus modes. Now I can put it more at use. :]

It may not be much but hey, I enjoyed it. ^ ^

here are my pics :D

Sunset

I found this function for sundown on my digi cam and for the first time with my digicam, I got this, lovely ain't it?

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I know the thing at the bottom of the picture with the ears is a bit distracting so next time I will take this picture again without it. However, despite that distraction, I like this picture :)

Crystal, see the purple?

Blue cool cat

Blue cool cat

Aww

Makes you go aww doesn't it?

:P

Next to L and O :)

So happy with the result, I simply love it.

My note taking

That truly is my pen, my handwriting and I wish I had a fountain pen :\ you know the drill.

Love Ring

Today as I expected as I was told, Camera and Lighting was coasted, as how Mr. Andrew says it. We finally got to sit on the couches that we wanted to sit on last week during tutorial :P the moment me and v hit the couch, we were like, I am not moving away. IT was so COMFORTABLE! We were totally absorbed into its comfort. LOL V commented, saying "be one with the couch" lol v....sigh haha

Shu Hui and Li Qing sat with us and soon enough, me, Li Qing and Shu Hui found it hard to stay awake during the tutorial. I was falling asleep again and I was trying really hard to not let Mr. Andrew catch me :P but I did pay attention!!

Finally, The Emporer's New Groove was being presented and my eyes just went O.O I am awake! Eezma is damn cool, so it Kronk, he is so cute and funny! The emperor, he gets on my nerves. I think the greatest characters in there is Eezma and Kronk. They make the show worth watching cause it is funny like crazy.

When the break came, Shu Hui, Li Qing and Vanessa just all fell asleep, lying against one another. I was like....oh well I might as well get some shut eye since I was trying hard to stay awake. It might serve me some good later :P so all four of us fell asleep hahaha Jen was like Omg! Four of them fell asleep! I got a new nick name as well. It's Queline >:O lol Mr. Andrew calls me that sometimes. Vanessa is Nessa XD he once called her Nessi!

After class, the four of us headed to the editing room to do some editing. During editing, I started tearing and my eyes got a bit puffy. I felt my nose started to feel a bit runny in a way and I was like....oh no....then my throat started to feel rusty. I wanted to stay longer but the more I stayed, the worst I felt. So in the end, I left, headed to holland v to get my ingrown nail removed. Feeling better...my toe that is but the throat hurts like crazy.

Yay today I had macaroni soup and it was so good! I had three bowls of it :P but it was worth it. Haven't had it for a long time. Tomorrow morning, I don't care. I am going to have my sausage microwave wrap for breakfast. This sudden craving is trying to restrain itself till tmr morning. ^ ^

As you can see from my icons, I served glitter-graphics and been downloading icons if you can see at my picture section or Icons / Avatars collection :P Have the sudden love for it ^ ^!

Yes it did, from full batt to only 23% or less left :P me and James were looking through the part two Lord of the Rings, The Return of the King to find a scene of Rhythm for class. I think me and James just like picked the scenes and we are done. Honestly I don't know how to present it but I am  going to try. I think Ahmad and Vanessa will do better than us though because despite the fact what they are doing is not the same as ours, they seem to be working hard on it.

Right now we are just chilling at the back of level 8. James is drawing on a piece of paper, ahmad and vanessa are busy on their macs and research while I am talking to diz on adium :)

Bored bored bored....well not so bored cause I am talking to my gw bro. Strange early this morning. Around like 4 or 5am my sis came to my room and woke me up. She asked me to sleep in her room. I don't know if I am a light sleeper but I seemed to have woken up easily when she just tapped on my shoulder or was it call my name. Anyway I agreed and slept in her room. Like not long I woke up and felt my heart pounding fast and I was really uncomfortable.

Got up from the bed and moved back to my room. The moment I hit my bed I felt much more relieved and it wasn't as warm as how I felt back in my sister's room.

Nowadays despite what time I sleep, I seem to wake up at like 8am but always snooze the alarm for half an hour. Got to school and did a bit of editing.

Today Mr. Michael Kum looked a bit moody. :\ He looks a bit scary you know. Like when I tried to joke with him, he was trying to laugh but his face says it all. I just like....O.o okay *keeps quiet*

Let's see....I think I best stop here cause my mac might just crash and I will loose all of this :P so TTFN!!
  

Last night I went to Kerine's concert at YJC. My dad sent me to her school and we got lost lol cause we have never really been to Yishun before or at least I think I haven't. I don't know how Kerine can take it travelling so far everyday :O Must be really tiring.

Anyway, I met her friend Shawn, *forgot another guy's name*, the Tofu and Karen. When we took our seats, it felt really awkward with them around. It's like...they refuse to talk lol so :\ it's natural when you don't know someone and he or she is in your group. The first half of the Choir concert was delighting.

This time, I sat towards the front and I finally saw my dear woman. LOL

The two things I didn't like about the concert was one, the Emcees did their job poorly. The way they presented was like reading from the script instead of doing a proper job of acting out realistically. Okay maybe not all can but I felt that a change in Emcees would be better to have a better flow in the presentation of the show.

Two was during the Choir Alumni, one of the girl's posture was poor. She was bending over and hunching from my view, and well, I don't know how to put. Like take the other choir pose, they had a nice posture and a good stand but this girl in the Alumni posed herself poorly.

I wonder if her teacher knew.

Besides these two things, I certainly enjoyed the show. It did not spoil my mood because the singing made up for everything.

I am very proud of my dear woman, Kerine Ho. I don't go for concerts but I came for Kerine and it was definitely worth it.

After that, we went to have dinner. We ate Nasi Lemak. At first I didn't want to eat and I totally forgot I didn't want to eat. I ordered and then finally realized, oh no! Ah well, I ate and the food was still good. Poor Karen, she must have been in a lot of pain due to cramps. I hope she feels better. Her face was really pale and she was sweating a lot. Hope she gets better.

I came home around 11 I think and had a sharp pain at the back of my head.

Sorry I couldn't stay up Kerine, my head was in pain. :(

Anyways, I got up today and played a bit of guild wars. Didn't play much because I had a lot of work to accomplish by next week or so :P and it's about time I put them to getting some of it on the go.

Here is the Link V :) photoshop tutorial link