Jacque’s Neighborhood

I really wish that I had taken another path when I had the chance to do so.

This blog will be seen by anybody except friends. I think, it's time I just shut myself out from everybody.

Since this is my diary blog, I'm gonna say what I really want to say.

I guess, I won't be bothered by the affairs of the heart anymore. I admire my friend a hell lot. He's so focused on work, he's like the only guyfriend and friend who told me that he doesn't want to get into a relationship, and he was so sure about it.

The affairs of the heart, it just makes life all the more hellish for me. Relationships complicate my life, so next time if my friend ask me about getting a boyfriend, I guess, the reply would be just silence. Perhaps a slight nod, and a little bit of words here and there. Ultimately, I will shut up, and have no comments at all.

So, let's talk about the truth. The truth? I'm afraid to be alone. But, I'll live with it. I guess sending me overseas would be a good idea to mould me into an independant person. Ultimately, I know my friends will eventually have to follow their other-half, so I might as well just be focused on what's more important, like work, my future, studies, how the hell am I going to achieve the results I want so badly but apparently not smart enough to get it. Luckily, family's all I got right now.

Somehow, it feels like everything is in bits and pieces like a jigsaw puzzle, waiting to be fitted together. What a perfect example to describe my life.